Wednesday, January 7
the latest update is here now.
Saturday, July 26
Sunday, September 22
hello
ive had a rough past few months. I just want everyone to know, I'm not happy with the bad choices ive made in the past. I don't wish i were still in that situation. and i feel terrible about all the wrong ive done and I'm not settled with myself for it. but,
I'm happy. I feel great and ready for this adventure that is infront of me. yes im nervous and a bit scared but im ready. being in my situation is hard. but I'm thankful for it. it's made me a stronger and better person and I wouldn't change it. well, I can't change it, so might as well make the most of it! so thank you for everyone whose been by my side supporting me and giving me the courage I need. without some of you, this would be a lot harder.
"sisters, wherever you are,whatever your circumstances may be, you are not forgotten. no matter how dark your days may seem, no matter how insignificant you may feel, no matter how overshadowed you think you may be, your Heavenly Father has NOT forgotten you. in fact he loves you with an infinite love." -dieter f. uchtdork
I'm happy. I feel great and ready for this adventure that is infront of me. yes im nervous and a bit scared but im ready. being in my situation is hard. but I'm thankful for it. it's made me a stronger and better person and I wouldn't change it. well, I can't change it, so might as well make the most of it! so thank you for everyone whose been by my side supporting me and giving me the courage I need. without some of you, this would be a lot harder.
"sisters, wherever you are,whatever your circumstances may be, you are not forgotten. no matter how dark your days may seem, no matter how insignificant you may feel, no matter how overshadowed you think you may be, your Heavenly Father has NOT forgotten you. in fact he loves you with an infinite love." -dieter f. uchtdork
Thursday, August 15
people: what makes up this fantastic life
we are all so different.
some with black skin
some with lighter skin
some with
some angry 
some rich
some who just are dang attractive
ones who love eachother
some who love sports and some who dont
some are just sad
ive met some pretty strong girls and women in the past few days. some who've had divorces, some with scary men in their lives, some who've been adopted several times, and some who even have done drugs. after meeting these amazing ladies it really brightened my life up. most people think, "oh my life completely sucks and couldn't get worse." but trust me. there are PLENTY of girls out there who have it a lot harder and it breaks my heart. i wish i could help and i know there is nothing i can do but 1. not judge them 2. pray for those in need. and 3. help those who could potentially be in situations like those. but no matter how hard you think life is, as long as you put god first everything will be fine in the end. i know that for a fact. you will never want to regret what your past has been because it will change you and hopefully in a postive way.
WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT but who cares!? Let's just make the most of it
some with black skin
some with lighter skin some with
tattoos
some angry some rich
some who just are dang attractive ones who love eachothersome who love sports and some who dont
some don't know how to eat
some are rappers some are just sad
ive met some pretty strong girls and women in the past few days. some who've had divorces, some with scary men in their lives, some who've been adopted several times, and some who even have done drugs. after meeting these amazing ladies it really brightened my life up. most people think, "oh my life completely sucks and couldn't get worse." but trust me. there are PLENTY of girls out there who have it a lot harder and it breaks my heart. i wish i could help and i know there is nothing i can do but 1. not judge them 2. pray for those in need. and 3. help those who could potentially be in situations like those. but no matter how hard you think life is, as long as you put god first everything will be fine in the end. i know that for a fact. you will never want to regret what your past has been because it will change you and hopefully in a postive way.
WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT but who cares!? Let's just make the most of it
Friday, August 9
family
family is something no one can live without. no one. and for those who don't have families i feel sorry for you because they are great. mine sure is great. we have our ups and downs. fight and argue. laugh and hug. its the best.
over the past year i've done some pretty crazy things that i severely regret. yes, everyone has these moments and its great to talk to friends about it (the right friends of course), but sometimes you need a little family to share these moments with you. to uplift you, and be with you every step of the way. i feel that i have let my parents down a lot. especially being the oldest of 9 total kids on both sides of my family. and who do they look up to? me. i'm not trying to feel sorry for myself nor make up excuses for the way i am. but i will say it is definitely hard to be this great older sister when there are so many eyes watching.
recently ive done something that will change my life forever. its been very hard and emotional to decide what to do. its especially hard when 10 different people are giving you advice on 10 different things. and most people know that i just listen. doesn't mean i'll do what you say or want me to do, but i'll be glad to listen :) whichever way i do decide will put a lot of responsibility on my shoulders, but its good to know i have my family supporting me. its hard to grow up in a 5 month frame. but something that can be done. so no matter what our trials are just make sure to talk to your family members, because they love you and really do care for you. and god also loves us all.
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